Diaries Of A Trophy Wife

32 Weeks...

I can't believe how big I am

I had my 32 week appointment yesterday. Everything is still looking good, and baby is healthy. I didn't get to see my doctor at the appointment which was disappointing, but I was checked over by the practice's midwife, she was nice. She said I'll go back in another two weeks, and have one more two week appointment before I go every week. I did get really upset when she indicated there might be a logistical problem when I need to go to the hospital if I'm in labor and Travis is at work. Since I live 45 minutes away, and he works another 30 minutes from that, she acted like I need to have someone else take me, and we don't want that at all! So I'll be talking to my doctor about that next time to see what we can do. I do not want anyone but Travis to take me! I am just worried he will miss everything, or that he'll be too busy to help me. He says I shouldn't worry and that he'll do all he can. I know I'm just being hormonal. I need to try to stay positive. Our extended family situation has been upsetting me more lately as it gets closer to having the baby also. I really wanted to have the experience of having everyone there to welcome our baby, and to be happy for us, but that won't be happening. It has been very hard not having their support and feeling like they don't care about our baby. I'm not sure how to get past that, or if I can. There is alot more I could say on the subject, but I won't. Travis says that I need to just focus on the baby, and beginning our own family, which he's right. I just wish that the ones who should care about our baby would. But I can't make anyone do anything. Well, that's enough complaining. ;-) I was really only going to post about my appointment yesterday lol.