I have actually been feeling alittle better the past few days. Thanks to Angie and Anna for being encouraging. Believe it or not but not everybody has been. My FIL says "I'm more sensitive than most people." and treats me like I'm a mental case. And my MIL says "You shouldn't take any medicine for that, those doctors will prescribe anything." As you know we aren't getting along right now with them. But I have been doing so much better with that. And this is helping me deal with those bad feelings too. It's just that every time I get a thought about them in my head, everything bad comes back up. And now the latest thought is how they couldn't even call us at Christmas or New Years. Not even a Christmas card! Nothing! But I'm trying not to let them rule my life anymore. Trying. I feel like I would be ok with it if I just knew why they dislike me so much. But like Travis says, I'll never know. I'm really not a bad person, but they make me feel like I'm not good enough for their son. And I hate it because at my worst, I question if I'm good enough for him too. I don't know why they are complaining about me though. I am really good to him, I love him so much, he is warm, has clean clothes, he doesn't go hungry, and he has a nice place to live. I just don't get it. Travis and I have been talking about having a baby, and all I can think about is how his mom will wish the happiest time for us never happened.
Anyways...Travis played guitar all day yesterday with his brother, Jason, and his cousin, Josh. I think they recorded a few songs, but I haven't heard them yet. It was so sweet, he brought me food from Taco Bell when he got home. After that we stayed up and watched a few episodes of Grey's Anatomy season 1. We have 2 or 3 more episodes to watch for this season. I love that show. Ugly Betty is another one of my favorites. Well, I hope everyone has a great day!
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Thanks for stopping by. I'm actually going to look around your page for a while. I hope to have a busy page like yours an Anna's soon! :-) Happy Blogging to you too!
Thanks for stopping by! I hope to have a busy page like yours an Annas soon :-) Happy blogging to you too!
I think that you and Natasha would get along great. She is a military wife so she can definitely identify with things that we have been through. As for your in-laws, I am sure that it is really hard on you with how they treat you, but I just want you to know that you are one of the nicest, kindest people that I know and nothing they can say will change that. I know that you are so good to Travis and that you love him and take good care of him and he does the same for you. I don't think that he could ask for a better wife. They should really be grateful to have a daugher-in-law like you!
I am so sorry that you have to deal with in-laws acting like that. I have also had trouble with mine. So far right now things are going okay. We are here for you!
BTW, I love Grey's Anatomy and Ugly Betty! I think they are new shows this week!
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